Worry Gone, Happy Come

Dear diary, already a few days I feel so happy, my worry gone!! Since I realize I should not feel so worry about someone or something. I should be "Selfish" in this world. Just thinking about my happiness only and also people who really care about me. Life is unique and complicated become one, but everything it is coming, that also bring joy in your heart. 

I am happy person because that is the point to enjoy life. Worry gone, HAPPY Come! That is true and I do feel it in hear (Touch my heart). It so sadness,  stressful when to much worry about something or someone. But when you let it go, you can feel FREEDOM and HAPPY come to you without your realize, like what I do feel.

Life is fighting, yes. That is true. Dear diary, Did I tell you I have some fans on my blog here :) One of them offer me job as making good grammar for the article. I don't know it is real or just dream in the night. Like I said happiness always come in the right time. When I lost my shadow, I found some precious friends.

Because of this blogs too, I got many friends and also magic in life :) so cute right. I just making this blog because I am one of support to be go green so no used to much paper to write my sadness, happiness. It also because my experience, my poetry books, short stories book gone when I went to college, it was when I dont have laptop to write still manual machine type (used my power of hands lol). Now the technology is modern so no need used manual right, so this blog exist.

But Don't think I am narcissistic about to be "FAMOUS" because I won't to be famous with the cheap story (pulp story), I just want famous as the way I am, become like this hahaha, ups I am kidding, no. My dream just one to be good writer to the people who read my articles and although my blog sometimes useful for them (the readers).

Dear diary, I am also so graceful and Thanks to my readers who keep reading here and also give me suggestion about anything in a live. Even my English is not perfect but I also got some precious job from here too, I am so damn lucky. I wish next month I can pay some I should pay and also get extra money to go to saloon and also buy clothes because long time I don't buy something for my own. But whatever it is I just spend happiness when go holiday, ups :)

Dear diary, I should save more money to go to Europe for holiday one day, the first place I wanna go is ............................. secret :) Now, my motivation in my life back. I wish next week the new card for internet already get settle so I can use it easy and also to make our travel agent (my sister business) because my business is dwirafashion it is about shop online clothes, hair accessories and also souvenir for wedding :)

Okey, let making my dream come true that is why I choose Jakarta to make my dream will be real not just dream. Even it hard life here, alone, nobody care but I know in long distance some people care about me. I also feel exciting will get gift from my big brother, Johan, He will give me dictionary dutch as my x-mas gift, so wonderful right. I will give him something too, soon. When I get change to do that but this time I can't talk to much because I should beware used my money :) because................................. secret again :)

hahaha okey diary, I should go to Pantai Indah Kapuk to go an interview in one of company based in Singapore, this company so far but I also don't know if I will hire or not but at least I do as the best as I can do :) wish me luck, cross fingers