Window Shopping

The best moment when window shopping is december. Why? Coz all mall have xmas decoration. So cool right! The music also so nice when look a round. But this december is grey or blue month for me lol.

I'm lost in big city with small money! But I'm still survive but the problem is I can't shop, just window shopping or just company my friends, roomate for shopping. I just look a round and dream, wish I have money or have many projects to do to get money, but that's just dream ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

That's ok! This month can't go shopping but I'm also already happy to go mall to mall to look around and make me feel better and bitter too sometimes ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D cheecy, if my friend read this. Lol.

Ah when my life will be shine again, my start don't have shining to shine my life -poor citra- ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D but that's life! Sometimes up and sometimes down. So, keep spirit and smile, now my light start isn't bright but one day the start will be so bright till making me can't see well coz of the light so bright.

Happy. Yea I'm so happy woman then everybody. Yesterday, my roommate and Jandri (my partner work my roommate) asked me to company Jandri bought tshirt in Karangjati market. Then we went there by using general transportation, we call metro mini. Then we looked a round and he bought some tshirts for him and his family coz the end of this month, he will be back to Medan, his home town.

After shopping and my mobile time was shown at 9 pm, we decided to walk to our boardinghouse. There, I saw old man who was homeless sleep in terance of shop house on the street. How was my feeling? So damn sad!

Ouh godness, where's their kids, son or daughter, why they don't care their parents and make their old time being so poor and hopeless like that! Ah God, I don't wanna be like them when I'm old. I should work-hard to make my life better!

Even if my destany isn't marriage or being single forever, at least I can help poor people to hire them and give them skill! Yea I want to do like that, but if I'm working in Indonesia with the small salary they offer about 2,5 million a month it was minus and can't save money. Maybe I should go to oversea to get high salary, whatever that's job, if it good salary and good job and good opportunity I will take the change. Change my future!

I know I'm already 32 years old and on next july will be 33 years old. So I just need 2-3 years to collect money then make my own business. But when work in oversea I can't continue my study! But I really want to be master one day and being good writer for religion, romantic and fairy tale books. For making it to be true! I should work harder. So my new motto is work hard; pray harder! Plus fasting so Lord will look at me ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Keep spirit Citra, your life will be change soon!

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