Yesterday I was so sad, when he said many things about our relationship. I didn't know why he does this to me! What's my wrong to him?

He said He Loves me but yesterday to much tears on my eyes. Maybe he also feel so sad and upset. I guess yes! That was why he tired to make me away from his life. He didn't want me to be unhappy with him.

I didn't understand, why so easy to say that. Just thinking about that make my tears blow up again. I just want to be happy, is it wrong?

If he can't come on first November because of work, I do understand. Then he can't come for the last November. That's ok. He said he will busy until 15 December at work as leader. That's ok. He can come after that and spend day with me even just a few days. Maybe I'm to much pressure him to come and make him doesn't want me anymore?

Yea maybe I'm wrong! I wish today he is getting better with his style I know as well. 5 months isn't short time to know him and his family. I already like his kids and his family too. His sister is nice person.

Ah God, please help us to make our relationship work and he can come without feeling guilty. I just want to meet him, is it wrong? Because I know he has a good heart.


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