Welcome February

Dear diary, already February and this is third day. Wow, time so fast. I think I will be lonely when one my neighbor decided to move to Tanah Abang. But I think that is o.k, I can be diet because I will be lazy to go out to hunting food for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Yea, this month I am still not sure Do I should find job or not? Because I am still focus to finish the backpacker book. My target middle of this month will be finish.

Dear God, I am so empty sometimes, but  I believe one day the empty space will have someone to fill it up. I know this time I am still not behave like woman in my age. Because I don't know how to be woman like someone want it. I don't have any clue how to be woman. Do you know?

Dear diary, God always help me as the way His way and sometimes I dont understand it so badly. I wish this month will better then last month. Time to rise my dream and be good person time to time. Because life is learning. I hate February because I think this month I don't get chocolate from someone special. But last year my ex roommate give me chocolate because she know I love chocolate and always get chocolate every years from friends. But in Jakarta, I don't have many friends. Indeed I should find new friends but how? any clue?