Holiday over

Dear diary, finally my holiday is over. But i am still stuck in Yogyakarta till tomorrow. My train will arrive to jakarta around mid night. So that is mean 5 january i  am in jakarta.

Many to do i should do in jakarta. I should pay my rent for this month and also find my new boarding house. The most of that i should writing for the guiding book for backpacker in english version. Of course so excited after holiday in 31 days plus 5 days i should make all information i got on the article then sent to my guardian angel.

Ah what is my piority to this year? I am thinking and thinking then i got what is my desire to this year.... but i cant tell here absolutly.

I am thinking then crying

I need space to crying alone

I am crying till fall asleep

I am tired about something i dunno

I just hope one day i can find

Find someone will love me

As the way i am coz i am not perfect

I just human with many mistake

I need to learn about life

Life is not fairy tale like i imagine

Life is so hard and hurt me

But i can survive with hurt feeling