Warning from Mama!!!

Uh...... last night my mum called me and warning me not to much fasting and become smaller lol. Yea, I want to be smaller again like in the college my weight just around 38 kilos and it can't get to more than 40 kilos. But this time my weight already 48 kilos from 55 kilos I guess, mmm before going to Jakarta my weight around 55 kilos.

After a year in Jakarta and I am trying to diet and bla bla 55 kilos getting 53 kilos and now 48 kilos I am so damn happy and my target 45 kilos. But my mum wont me become smaller because my body would be bad hahahaha, or she was afraid when I am back to Bintan island for holiday, the people will think I am so poor and I don't have money to get food in Jakarta. So that was why I am become smaller.

Ouh gross. Mama why you never change and always worry about what people think about me. I want my body smaller and I am happy about that. I moved to Jakarta also I won't people notice my personal life. I want to be as the way I am. Happy and always happy without what people think or say about me.

Freedom is my destiny, I don't care what people say about me. At least I am the happy person and they are jealous maybe with my life. Because my life so colorful and always happy. I can do whatever I do, I can go whatever I want to go, without worry anything.

I am like a bird, I can fly whatever I want to go to other place. I do read article about long weekend will be happened on next year, maybe I will go to some a part alone. Backpacker just for a few days. The first, I want to visit Aning's house. I miss her mum tempe bacem hahaha, when I was college, I ever stay a few days in Aning's house. She was one of my boarding friends in Yogyakarta.

It would be great to meet her mum and I also know from facebook, when she add me, her father already death, poor her and also she already two times marriage, the first I know because I also know the first husband. But I don't believe she marriage with her neighbore. When I was there, sometimes she was disappeared and went with this guy, but I am so happy, at least she is already happy and have one cute baby from the second husband.

Life is so unique and I am more than unique from life. So I just wish my mum never notice what people say about me. I just wanna happy as the way I am. If I want slim, just let me do it.