33 years Old, what's my Big desire

I know, I know I'm not young anymore! 33 years old and one of my friend visit me that's making me thinking a lot this time.

What's my big desire? I'm already 33 years old and many pressure from my family. What else if not the big topic, "When You will marriage?"

Marriage is something I never think about it 33 year ago! Even already 30 years I never think or desire to marriage, but a few year ago I also have think about marriage when find the good date and year but the problem was on that date I was still single. So bye bye good date and year for marriage ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

When my friend visit me that's making me realise. I need someone who will hold my hands and don't make "scandal" in the public ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D (my friend think we are celebrities lol) no I'm kidding.

My friend always discuss many topics when we go dinner. Discuss something I don't know and that's sound very interesting. Many think I don't know about "couple" should do. My friends teach me and tell me. That's really interesting.

I wish one day I will meet good man who really have same desire with me. If people always ask when I will marriage, I always say "Next year" even I'm not sure it will be real or not! My big desire this time is collect much money, will try to be writers again and joint contest writer, find publisher who want publish my 2 project and I wish that will be finish this year! Still have 6 month to make it real.

God, I need Your help to make it real. Help me ya, I never feel so like this. Full of fire (read spirit) I want before my 34 years at least I do my travel to some part in the world. I wish and doing backpacker. The first I should learn little bit the karate to protect me from some bad guys.

Then I should have many corresponden (pen pal) to help me stay a few days in their home when I go somewhere. Because I'm not rich like richer people who can go anywhere with easy like magic spell. But I'm not, that's why that's my desire number one then find good man who want spend his life with me till grow old together.

Do you believe in magic? I believe in real life, sometimes people are lucky and don't need work hard to get success. But sometimes people need to work hard to rise a dream. That's me! I will not wash my time anymore to do anything isn't important.

Wish this month will be better life for me! I do believe and I do need work hard and pray harder to make it real

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